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Time Is A Gift
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Time Is A Gift Time is a Gift! If you asked me what I want most this year I’d tell you time. More time for us alone without the normal world intruding on this amazing love we have. More time to watch my being a and loving her for it. More time to be lazy and watch my fish tanks. More time to practice making a baby, sleeping in and loving. More time to take care of my Viking. More time to write and paint and think. More time to spend with my GF’s without taking time from us. More time at the gym without the pain afterwards…lol…Time is a precious gift. My Viking asked me last night if this boring sedentary normal life is really what I want with him. I laughed because this normalcy and sedate pace is so very fleeting. It’s almost gone and I feel it slipping away. In less than a month it will change forever. We’ve been blessed with this year together. It’s been a year filled with adventure and love. We’ve worked, traveled, played, laughed and cried together. We’ve come a long way baby…lol…This time last year we had not even met. We might have just started our email exchanges. Neither of us could have imagined what we have now. We’ve worked hard to build this relationship although it really hasn’t felt like work at all. I know that our future is bright and exciting but I’m still sad to see this magical time end. The next year is going to be purgatory for me. Over a year of living without someone I never want to be away from. I’m struggling not to shut down and cut myself off. I find I’m reminding myself that I only have this for another month so I need to enjoy every second. On the other hand I tell myself not to ask for his help because I need to get used to not having it again. In the beginning I was prepared for this to end with the New Year. I thoroughly expected my heart to be broken. Instead my heart is overflowing but in a way it’s still going to be broken. It’s going to have to learn to deal with a sort of limbo I’ve never been in before. How do you go back to being the self-sufficient loner when you’ve given your heart to someone else? I have no doubts that I’ll be fine and I’ll make it through. I have no doubts that our love will be stronger because of the trials we are about to face being apart. In truth we have a few months of seeing each other occasionally before we are totally separated for the year. The real world is knocking and I’m trying furiously to ignore the pounding on my safe havens door. After all these years, I’ve finally found a safe place for my heart and soul. Is it any wonder that I’m terrified of losing it? There’s so much more I want to give and yet I don’t know how. I just have to enjoy the now. Kisses, LA    |
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Yes time is a gift we must use wisely. Kisses
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 Hang in there Amazon Pygmy Fuckbeast!All are welcome to an audience with The Magnificent One oldirtybacchus
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Enjoy every second of it LeeAnn. And going back to being a self sufficient loner will happen with time. Just like anything it just takes time. But you know you have several friends here who are always willing to listen and help anyways we can. Myself included.
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I have full confidence in you making it through the year...and if you're pregnant then it will be much easier...lol...or not? We'll all be here to help and support you...
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You know my door is always open for you, beautiful! Hopefully this year will pass quickly and relatively painlessly. And who knows what else might be in store for you?!  ***
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I know how you feel love! The Little Princess and I don't have the time we want, but when we do, we spend hours and hours together. Nice to be with someone you love dearly... isn't it my sweet?  Thoughts from the Garden...
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a day at a time, my darling girl.
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