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Dang, they seem to get younger...
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Dang, they seem to get younger... I believe I have brought up, from time to time, that I have . Well, one of my is getting swimming lessons - a very important thing, I think many will agree, both for fun and safety. There is this one lifeguard there who has been very friendly, and loves to talk to both the parents and the . She remembers my from last year's lessons, and seemed to remember me as well. She was the most mature lifeguard of the troupe (not necessarily the most physically attractive, mind you), but she really impressed me with her humor, her sassy attitude towards life, and her energy for her job. She was also rather attractive, and I developed what I would call a "crush" on her. Mind you, I could never - and would never - act on such a thing. Being as unsuave as I am, it would destroy any friendship, and might lead to rather bad feelings between her and my . It turns out that there was another reason: she's still in college. I had thought that she was in her early 30's, maybe late 20's at the youngest. But no. She is about three decades my junior. The women I develop crushes on seem to get younger and younger each year. Of course, I am crappy at estimating ages. At one job I held in the past, there was a young woman working during weekdays who held herself with such poise and dignity that I was positive she was only a few years younger than myself. But, no, sadly, she was only 14 years old, a good decade younger than myself. Well, and jail bait, to boot. I really don't feel like I'm 52 years old. But I don't feel like I'm 22, either. On a related note, I keep getting emails from one site that does not have a way to discontinue membership that I have found. Some of these are advertisements for other sites in their family of sites. Catfishing abounds on this site: the latest ad I received had pictures of 12 very attractive women - of which only two were older than half my age, and not a single one was over 30. Seriously? On top of that, the first email of this nature I received from this site had two different women - of two different ages AND ethnicity - using the same user name. Uh... I think that would be considered a subtle hint that this site has fake profiles they use to entice desperate and lonely men in to spend their hard-earned money for a chance to fuck a beautiful young woman, only to have their dreams crushed by the fact that these women are not real. I find this behavior to be particularly cruel: these men are lonely, and you are trying to get them to waste their hard-earned money on fake profiles, hiring either someone to pretend to be the woman in question OR (my theory) hiring a programmer to create a "personality profile" program that could interact with users. Once you have their money, and have shot them down time after time, what happens when you crush that spirit within? I've had a hard week here on LesbianPersonals: I used the points to become a member's number one fan, and dropped her a quick note to compliment her on her profile picture, and to wish her luck on her search. I got a return message a few days later, letting me know that, well, she is not interested. And that's exactly how she wrote it: "Thank you for looking at my profile but I'm not interested." I know she looked over my profile, and I know my profile says I'm not wanting to meet folks for sex. And, yes, I know men will try many tricks to get into a woman's panties. And, yes, I know that becoming a number 1 fan is a RATHER SUBTLE HINT that you want to hook up. But it's not what I was after. What was I after? I really don't know for sure. Would I have tried to meet her? Maybe... I have to admit, the temptation to meet for sex with folks is very strong, and I am rather frustrated. All of my recent attempts to meet with women from this site have been for friendship, not sex, so I can't even claim I was seriously trying to court her. I do know that my conscious mind wanted to pay her a compliment, and about the only way I could do that was to become her fan. Becoming the number 1 fan was rather easy, too, as she is a very new member, and had very few fans. At no point in my message did I ever mention getting together. She just jumped to that conclusion. I understand how that could work, and I can even admit to wanting to meet with her. And she did try not to be too rude about it, but wanted to make sure I understood that SHE IS NOT INTERESTED. Yeah, I got that. At least she didn't put it in all caps. Eh. I wrote her back, and told her that I was not trying to meet (maybe... there is that niggling doubt), and that I still wished her success on her search. Maybe it's me (it probably is), or maybe it's the city I live in. It still hurts that someone you wouldn't hook up with (not that you didn't want to) didn't want you. Sigh... |
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That's the way it usually goes........ WITHOUT PASSION LIFE IS NOTHING
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